Gather with my primary friends

Today me, xin pin, and yook heem went out to dinner...

Xin pin 6.30pm reached my house and pick me up...

Then we terus go station sri petaling fetch yook heem...

Waa yook heem very rich jor lar, she all wearing branded de...and 1 chanel wallet...damn rich lar...

she show me her phone.. Wasai!!!!! HTC TOUCH HD..wtf!!! RM3000 ler...

xin pin also not bad, she drive her Ben-z fetch her....haha!!! so comfort lor...

Actually I feel like so pai seh ler, want xin pin fetch me..haha!!!

Afterthat we are going to Serdang makan steamboat and seafood....

But I so like the condition lar...so nice ler, less people, and comfort...

Waa so delicious ler...yamii yamii yamii.....

After we finish our dinner...we keng gai...joking arh...talk cock arh...Happy larh...

Around 9pm something....this 2 fellows suddenly ordered 7 big bottles Tiger beer....then I lagi more high and happy lar....wakakaka!!!!

we drink until around 12am something sin finish ler...I cannot tahan liao..I drink 3bottles ler..This time totally drunk lor...On that time I already feel blur blur liao de lar...

We are so enjoy ler...

Almost 1am jor lor...we cannot tahan already then 卖单....the bill is RM386.70...wtf!!!!! so expensive ler...T_T my wallet 干炸 ady lor...

TODAY I REALLY FEEL LIKE SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY......muahahahaha!!!!

今天风平浪静的...睡到整个猪酱咯

突然间，汉杰那个家伙打给我问我要不要去 starbuck喝茶喔...

我睡到blur blur ler...那时我还以为是10点钟，但是看看电话的时钟已经是下午要一点了....

炸到深深咯，无聊过头...去 starbuck 喝茶喔...我才没有你们酱有钱咯...

没有办法叻... 昨晚温习到5点才睡咯，但是还蛮高兴得有你的陪伴着，我读书的时间不觉得寂寞...

今早起来头又疼...WASAI！！！

吃了午餐后便温习一下...打算4点回去college 拿exam docket 的....FCUK 啦 到了masjid jamek steven才告诉我 college 的department关了....当场傻了，刚好看到汉杰在等我....

妖妖........早知道不要来啦!!! 过后便和汉杰到我的college旁边的 mamak stall 喝茶....KANASAI LAH!!

肚懒到.....浪费那几块钱来college喝茶哇....平时department是开到6点的，今天突然猪仔要sembayang...所以早关吧...

喝到大约5点多我们回家了.....

无聊的一天....

29/7/09

Nick and Kay

Hon kitz and Kay

Yesterday hang out with my dearly frineds went to sing k....

Kay and honkit...I have so long time dint meet Kay go sing k together..

sing k with this 2 fellows arh really so funny lar...haha!!!

They like to play joke and talk cock...haha!!

I sing until my throat no voice already...

May be sing k can released my stress and all my trouble...

Yeah finally I had finished it my organisation behavior...

I try to write it out all the information...at the end I had wrote 3000words...

This few days I just practise my OB, and revise all the pass year question...

Now I still left out 2 subjects need to prepare, Internation Law and MS...

Tommorow I will start to prepare and study hard hard hard...

I will try to make it understand and find some reference book to get more informations...

Slogan: I won't leave it out, until I success at the end....

All right...I have make a decision..how far the road, how difficult...I also won't leave out...

I will do it well..may be I have lack of confident...but now my mind is open already...

this semester I really feel all the subjects so difficult to me...my final exam near soon, I have worry about that.. sometime I study until so late who will care about me?? I really wan give up..

I had lost my confident lehh...I so fed up, oways see my table is all of my text books and notes...I really want burn all my notes and text books...shit

I really worry about this semester lar...help me..because I want all my CGPA 3.0++...all my classmates are crazy de.. they average every semester CGPA so high..because they all are come from high school de...result is surely good than me lor...Hope this semester I can do it very well...

GOD BLESS ME!!!

回忆

好想回到中学的那段日子叻...中学的生活真的很爽咯..不用做功课，没有压力

那么的自由自在呀 ... 一转眼我已经19岁了，离开了母校都有一段很长的日子了...

2年的日子过得真的好快哦...人都慢慢成熟了好多... 中学的日子还蛮幼子的..进黑色会学人家做大老

回想起中学的日子还蛮傻，蛮笨的..经过一次的教训后我开始怕了..幸亏我爸爸帮我拉回出来要不然的话我现在已经是另外一个凯贤了.. 我还要蛮感谢我的爸爸啊.. 中学的时期还蛮出名的，去过警察局就是因为打架.... 回想起那时我还蛮坏的.. 但是人却慢慢的长大，大架并不能养我吃一辈子...

日子都过去了，我不想再走回这条路了...

我最后悔的是参到一班很要好的朋友，就是这样我就学会了吸烟..妈的！！ 在我form5 的时候就会吸烟了，我有尝试过戒烟一个月...可以喔！！ 但是朋友们的引诱到最后我还是吸回... walao！！

很多人说吸烟危害健康，我都知道咯.. 但是那种瘾... 汉杰你明白的hor

唉~就是贪玩和好奇所以才会去学...

现在19岁了，相通很多事情了，没有学历怎样在这个社会立足啊... 所以到后来还是读书好，读好书来找工也容易...也许没有学历也可以找到一份工但是，一个月才RM1000是不过的..一个人有了家庭RM1000是不够的... 我的人很自私，看钱很计较... 我现在是要读好书来快点找份工来做，因为我不想我父母亲负担酱大... 我两个姐姐已经用了很多钱了，她们两个读的大学还贵我... 有时我还蛮想讲我的姐姐的... 她们都没有想过爸爸妈妈的感受，只会花钱...

我够想用我爸妈的钱啦，但是我不要用...一个男人要跟父母拿钱是很不好...也许我会得罪一些人但是你们自己想啦...我自从上了form1就开始没跟家人拿钱了，所有的钱都是我自己去赚回来，我不是说我伟大而是我自己靠我的双手赚会来的钱，那种感觉是蛮不同的....

我还是写道这里吧... 发泄够了...

我的感想

现在是凌晨三点钟，刚刚才做完我的练习...

人好累好像睡，但是还是先上上网吧..

玩玩下facebook的那些白痴游戏

我要我的脑袋轻松下..

今天不懂干吗天气好冷噢，又没有下雨..

泡了一杯热呼呼的milo拿到我家外面的庭院里喝..

那种感觉好爽噢，好享受噢..

坐在庭院里喝着一杯热乎乎的milo，手上再拿起一本Galaxy的杂志来看，

和手指却拿着一根..

爽啦..

一边喝..一边看...一边吸..

过程中多么的爽啊...

整个人都轻松下来..好舒服噢..

坐在石凳里，慢慢的享受，眼睛一直看着天空一块块的大云却想了好多好多的事情...

但是今天天空没有星星！！

好想到一个无人的小岛叻，希望能在一个无人的小岛建立我自己的皇国..那多么好!!

不用受到任何的压力

这种生活那么多姿多彩呀..

希望总有一天我能实现吧

如果有个陪伴就会跟浪漫..哈哈

那个人100% 不是汉杰啦..他根本没有这个机会..haha！！

希望我的愿望能在我21岁那年生日可以实现

妈的..好累

今天做完工赶回家后，又要去教补习.

我今天好累叻...

昨晚温习到凌晨4点多

早上7点多赶去做工

真的是好累噢

今天整天在做工的时候都很无精打采

幸亏今天人不是很多

超闷的..

看看报纸，然后再加上一杯Kopi ice..

爽啊!!

人都精神啊...

没有人来，时间是过的非常慢啊..

只有跑到厕所去做些可以让我提神的事情，和做一些人生大事...

闷倒我一直和朋友传简讯，和做弄我的朋友..嘻嘻！！

闷..闷..闷..

Finally I had fnish my study

Today damn tired

study until 4 in the morning

I go internet searching information and

reading references book

finally I had finish my Organisation Behavior exercise

next 2 weeks my final exam lor...

really so tired lar..

Is time to sleep lar..

NitezzZzZzZ

没有心情温习，很烦啊..

我也不懂烦些什么，感觉怪怪的...

一个烦字影响我读书的情绪，有时还蛮肚懒的...

每天呆在家，真的很没有那种 mood 去读书,所以我宁愿去Pavilion 的coffeebean

一个人静静的温习...压力好大...

刚刚和汉杰喝完茶，回到家又给妈妈骂...我也懒得理她啊，一天到晚都吵我...

拜托啦!!!!

这个星期五很想去 clubbing轻松一下...

脑袋有1000个烦字在烦着我叻...

好想放弃...放弃...放弃..

有钱又烦，没有钱又烦

开始慢慢感觉到我的人生真的很毫无意义..

真的很想到一个无人的小岛去吹吹风和看看天空的星星..

汉杰你会陪我的 hor!!!

MU vs. Malaysia 20th JULY 2009

Fuyoh this is the 1st time I'm watch the football match

standing with ten-hundred thousand people...

Yesterday go with Honkit

Damn excited and happy...

The stadium are lots of peoples...

It's really fanatically...

I cant imagine the stadium Bukit Jalil all is MU football fans

included of me and honkit lar...

wakakak!!!!

Fark up lar!! we cant sit laa, all the seats are fully...

#$%^&*(@#%$%<>Deng!!

but finally we are found the nice and good condition place...

we can see very clearly...

Finally we watched until the match "san ban"

afterthat we go mamak yamcha makan supper..so hungry laa..

At the end, I had no regret go watch MU vs. Malaysia..

it's really very nice....

曹格- 听海

曹格的歌声超好听的...一首听海的歌打动了我的心..

处女座

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻。扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭的，不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害，因此他们在找到一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，只能是被自己天生的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。唉~~处女座的友情：，他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。处女座很少有向亲人吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，这也就使处女座的人的心事不断的积压下来，久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，即使为之，那份量也是微不足道的。因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处去让他们明白这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。处女座的爱情：处女座的爱情多被定义为内向、害羞。而我却不这么认为，他们内心其实很狂热，而且由于他们在为人处事方面的IQ低得要> 死，甚至完全可以是像《一吻定情》中相原琴子一样的人。由于他们不轻易表露自己的痛苦，整日被张笑脸笼罩这，活泼的形象会浮现于他们爱情世界的表面中。

讲出我的心声....

Next week my class end already

my course have a short study break

my exam coming soon

10 of Aug until13

exciting

I will only focus in Business Math and International Law

and MS I will leave it out..mean take go through oni..

next week monday still want go back college..

my lecturer so doggie, study break still want us go back submit coursework...

no choice..

monday my class 8am start, but I will submit coursework already

then go library study 1-2hours...

I so worry about my International Law..trying my best!!

At first I dont expect will be better than despair at the end...

and now...I'm no longer expect..just trying my best..

今天放学后一个人到图书馆找 International Law 的书来参考

Desmund和Tracy整班跑到PAVILION看戏

我其实好想去的，但是我的 law 都搞不好...

还是不要去啦...浪费我的时间..

借了书后一个人静静的坐在角落头看书...

从11am温习到1pm人都快要闷死了...

读了好久才温习到三四页

加上昨晚凌晨做练习做到4am，人都快要没有精神了...

考试的时间快要接近了

我的要求不高希望拿到A

上个sems超不爽的CGPA才拿3.46，差一点就可以拿到3.70

所以这个sems我要加倍努力...

看会自己的成绩还蛮心痛的，INF读了两个星期才拿到B..Fuck！

今年就要拿Diploma 了所以我要将我的CGPA HIT的很高...

唉~还是不要想太多赶快读完我要读的东西先...

Really no other road can choose??

haiz...

I feel like go sing k right now...

damn no mood lar...

so fed up lar..

study jor so long also can memorize all the information...

damn it!! I want throw away my text lar..

Going crazy...

how come International Law so much cases memorize de...

I need to memorize at least 30 cases law...

Haiz I want cry lar..

who can tell me my next step how to go..

some more so fed up is I need remember

all author name, date and , years..swt!!!

today I had holding my book 3hours..

but only can memorize 10++ cases..

my brain stucked ady..

cant be continue...

Sleepy in the class

The whole classmates sleep in the class

we don't know teaching apa lar??

he only talk cock infront of us..

no people want take attention..

some of them sitting behind playing facebook..

haha

Mariam din't took photo ler..sorry

sit beside me Sofia just talking her grandmum story..

so talkative...

Sir, stop talked cock infornt lar, we all are cant patient you ler...

you teaching make us so sleepy...

please lar!!!

I also sleep

Kar yee sleep also

Desmund Liew wake up lor...

Play

yamcha

watch movie

sing k

shopping

all entertainment stop now..

my final exam still left 23days

coming soon..

on the way..

haven prepare well..

waiting for god guidance me..

this sems only take 3 subjects...

take it easy..

I worry about my Business Math

and that 2subjects I have no worry...

start study this few day..

Baskin Robin

icecream melting lor still want take photo

Baskin Robin

damn nice...yuhuu

Delicious Yamii Yamii

今天回到家

感觉怪怪的

突然整个人呆在厕所的浴缸

我却想了很多东西

我都不懂做么会想酱多以往的事情

整个人模模糊糊的

过了30分钟我才痹醒...

最近很多不开心的事情咯...

只好去打球减减压..

其实我不想说太多

说出来大家都不爽

最近在学院有些事情发生

原本大家都好好的...

突然这种事情发生，唉朋友都没有的做...

你的出现...

我们2年感情的朋友都没了....

4 in the morning, Rain

Tonight after I finish for my gym, I go looking for my Business math.

Damn it!!! Very hard, very Difficult..

I try my best to do it finish those pass year question..

I cant stop pressing my calculated and use ady 5 papers...

Haiz this thursday got test lar, I still not yet prepared lar...

All of the calculation very hard lar...

I got heard my lecturer say before Business Math is more difficult than addition mathematic...

FCUK!!! Add Math I learn only half way jek then gan gan pass my last 2 sem exam...

No choice, still want learn Business Math..

Thursday sure die lar...Sally I know you see my blog now...haha!! Thursday don't forget to let me copy your answer wor....I hope so..

I stop my work until 3am++ cant continue anymore..tired and tired..

Feel gonna sleep ady...but still persist to do it something sin...

After I finish my work then go my blog wrote this article...

Tomorrow I still want help Desmund did the PLT assignment and drafting..

coz we both are same group and so on, Desmund this friday are going to MSSDS

for basketabll...

Desmund wish you good luck lar...hope you can be a MSSDS player..

Sitting on my sofa, thinking lots of thing...

Why something happened will occur in my life??

I ady hold it down occured..but still cant make it...

我真的有想过放弃的念头....

昨晚和诗敏两个人到 kuchai lama PAPARICH 喝茶...

渣到...无聊和她没有什么可以谈...

打完球都累得啦...还要和她去和茶...

只有听她讲耶稣，我就在那里点头和 say yes而已...

过了半个小时真的是很闷咯

过后我便打电话个 steven和sushi..

他们这两个"粉肠"叫我们去 wangsa maju喝茶...

喝到3am才回家...

DKNY underwear comfortable

Fuck...buy jor 1 DKNY underwear RM89.90..

so expensive lar...

but after I wear ady feel not bad wor...very comfortable ler...

erm DKNY underwear very elastic...

yesterday din't went out with Marcus ler...damn lar...

he feel tired and some more I also no mood going out...

actually we are consider to buy SEED bag de...

may be this week we will go pavilion..

Assignment again

Remember for yesterday, I had doing my assignment..

Damn it!! I had no point, no idea..

my assignment stucked on the half way..bull shit..

I start for my assignment around 11pm.

The begins I had full energetic thinking all the points...

but I type it down all my points, that's still left 2000 words...

WHAT THE FUCK LAR....

Until 2am, I had stucked on there...and thinking bull shit...

I so fed up lar...How come write it down 5000 words o0..

Then I leave it out my assignment...

go facebook playing some funny games to release....

3am I continue my stuffing and rushing....

do until 4.00am++

Going crazy la...monday submission date ler....

haiz no fuck la...make it easy lar.. I go google and yahoo

searching information and copy down lar...

it is a good choice get answer faster and easier...

Finally I had done my assigment..

that 5000 words I have finish...

干净多了

这几天忙着星期一要交的 coursework却忘记

收拾房间了...

房间超肮脏的咯, 加上房间的厕所的衣服堆到

整座山<<形容>>

而且佣人都没有我房间的钥匙

看完的书又随便丢在桌子，直到

昨天姐姐要来我房间很我一起睡，

她才骂我...

然后今天早上要出门做工的时候我才

吩咐我的佣人等下去收拾我的房间...

好肮脏咯...

放完工过后，回到家进到我的房间

干净多了...

哈哈！！

一个男人睡的房间是这样的啦..嘻嘻！

Bsktball???

diu nia sing...Our competition may delay until SEpt...

haiz I have no mood lar..yesterday go training with my teammates..

Fucking la those pok kai, fong fei gei only few people come training ler...

Me and Marcus create one team then play 4on4 at the half court...

haiz bored lar play with them, they are no accurate and some more

I also dont know them shot mat 7 at there...please lar...

we play until cant breath la...haha!!

Ah mun damn geng lar..he is a national player last time..now he ady 20+++

he stamina very strong lor...can non stop running in the few moment...

My team won the 3 match and Marcus team so disappointed lar...

Marcus team really so noob lar....no rasa to me...his friends no stamina, no basic..

mana boleh can guard me???

but still ok lar...we play until 9.30pm+++

TRAINING WOR...

TRAINING ARH.................

HONKIT PLEASE PUNCTUAL ARH

TIME: 7.30PM

NO SMOKE BEFORE TRAINING BASKETBALL ARH..

IF NOT WILL EXHAUST AND RELEASE BREATH...

20++ OF JULY BASKETBALL CONTEST....

WAITING FOR...

MY TEAM STILL LESS 6PEOPLES...

NOW I INVITE JOR CHERAS 四海

3 PLAYERS JOIN MY TEAM....

Pavilion

This full set we bought RM 1500++

haha!!!

we are going to prom night next week

Saturday...

wakaka!!!

Class Cancelled....

today damn not song lar...

when I came down the lrt,

I received the msg from SEGI..

they told me the MS class was cancelled..

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

so how I need to wait until 3pm that

Business Math class....

that time I damn no happie,

how come SEGI department cant

earlier one day inform of student de...

aftherthat I had received my buddies

phone, they say got 3hours time..

then go for Coffee Beam take a short break

and chit chat or bring out laptop play facebook game...

zha dao 99!!!

no choice lor...

then Calvin fetch me and those people follow

Kein car....