累得日子谁知道？？

我真的支持不住了...

感觉好累..好累..好累...

外表看来我很坚强，其实我内心是个很脆弱的...

我很多东西不说出来是因为不想爸妈的担心....

很想放弃但是感觉会很半途而废...

很想掉眼泪,但是却没有这个胆...

朋友之间都说我很有钱，但是我可以告诉你们我不是你们想象中的酱有钱....

我一个人从form 1 做点心做到现在 19岁了...现在还要教补习...是因为我不想爸妈负担太重...

幸亏我的老板还对我蛮好的...

我要什么有什么....连今年的新年年初一我老板还带我去吃晚餐，买新衣给我..

到现在我才感受到赚钱的辛苦，要不然不是我帮他做了8年，他会对我酱好...

有很多东西在我内心很想讲出来，但是我却讲不出...

那种感受是多么辛苦...

mahai 有些人身在福中不知福，每天跟爸妈拿钱..那种人我是最肚7懒他的....

haiz...我很找个 sohai 来发泄一下...

算了吧，吞掉那口气吧...

Pavilion againt...

Yesterday went out with Marcus..

damn it!!! I'm still expenses so much money..

swt lor!!! I really can't control myself..

When I looke at the new clothes or pants I sure lose control...

no choices...who called me like branded...Fuck up!!!!

yesterday spending jor RM180++ in clothing...

After that me and Marcus going to Coffee Beam having our high tea...

I order that Double Chocolate Cream...damn nice...

but nice than Starbucks...Starbucks one cup of drink quite expensive RM11++ only small size...diu!!

both of us are showing off our laptop..

I bring along my SONY VAIO FW series RM6900, Marcus bring out his Toshiba RM3200++

fuyoh that people beside of table they are kena shock...

they looking to us awhile..

wakaka....

God!! Help me too

I try make it works, but it's still is the worst...

why???

I think I'm going crazy...

try so many time do it well..hey it is I so crazy...

you may be give me 1 reason?? what's wrong with me...

what the happen?? what the matter??

tell me..please..may be is my fault...

sometime I so mad, because I have no point....

I have no moody...actually you think Im happy in the college,

but Im not..I feel strange, alone....

God give me one 1 right way of direction..let's me go...let's me choose..

the road not taken also have two road choosen...why I can't found my another way...

now the days gone, I standing in the dark night...

no choice..

try my best to find another way...that way I find must is suitable for me..

dreams is can't make it true...only hope and wish...

when people looked at this acticle sure dont know what I wrote...

but the days you stand in my side you can feel emotion...

Bangsar, Miss Club

tonite I have consider to go bangsar

Mizz Club..

today got ladies night

dint go before

go there have fun...

hang out with my college friends...

I want to go...

but my wallet is lack off credit...

T_T

I so long din't go for club with my buddies..

shit..

ths fucking Calvin called me go 4wat jek...

addicted me...

Ladies night..Ladies night..Ladies night..

all my coursemates have to go there..

tmr our class was cancelled...that's why we intended

to go for Mizz club..

I want Jonnie Walker of black label...

so miss the taste..

Considering...thinking...depending...

Bored trip

最近汉杰都给我和Marcus

不断的在他耳边讲名牌..haha!!

其实汉杰很想我们一起去买的，

只不过家里负担太大...唉~~~

星期一汉杰 sms 给我？？

diu 我还以为他要请我吃东西...

原来不是hor！！

他要我陪他去买衣服喔，

我问他要去ts 还是 pavilion..

他说 pavilion..."他一向来都喜欢ts的衣服的

因为ts 卖的衣服很便宜'....

还是要全张 RM25的....

过后我便等这条水等了 1hour...

after 1 hour.....

我们便到pavilion去...肚懒!!

然后我就带他到 pull and bear 买衣服...

买了大概RM200++

有钱仔...

我的身上只有RM50++

唉~~

卖完了坐lrt 回家...

路途中...看到金鱼姐姐

哈哈哈哈！

想起金鱼姐姐

我就想起跟阿贤去吊金鱼的那段日子...

哈哈...

期待

yeah 超高兴得我上个sem 的 coursework marks 出了....

昨天在学校的布告板看了成绩人都吓了一跳....

我的 Law 44/50 ， Business Statistics 26/30 , Infor. system 28/30 ,

Fundamental management 25/30 ....

下个星期 考试成绩要出了....

好紧张，好期待，等待....

希望观音妈会保佑我....

最多初一和十五我都吃素....

Tracy Birthday

Tracy birthday

Thanks God

I had heard someone say

that fellow was under arrest by police..

it's true??"response on the phone"

it is a true..never lies..

wtf!! GOD you really are the kind-hearted

coz I'm really waiting for this times so long..

thanks god!!

the response spoken out of you,

it's can't believe that..

becoz you hurt so many of victims..

your lies, your cheated..

make so many people boycott you , and included

best friends..

today your girl friends contact me and ah mun..

she said you are cheated her RM5000++..

actually your girl friend don't believe it

becoz ah mun she saw the virtual you are arrested

by police..

I hope you can 放下八冷刀，立地成佛吧!!!

Memories of basketball

Nicholas challenge dolin...Blek....

BELIEVE GOD

BELIEVE GOD, GOD WILL BE THERE.

JESUS SURVIVAL 2009

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This is speech about our human life...Speech by Doctor Ng Chee Hao

After the briefing with have a seafood buffet.

And concert time, some more we have invited Rihanna and Akon

sing a song to all.

Furthermore, we have a clubbing at 12am-3am

available for all the people join the Bikini Night.

Any requirement can contact 012-7142938 Mr.Chong

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WISH ALL THE AUDIENCE HAVE A NICE DAY!!

杰豪的comment

打飞机不是拿来减压的吗？？

我也不知道...

经过杰豪详细的推断后

原来打飞机会影响我们

有健身的人...

原来如此...o00oicc..

做健身的人如果打飞机

会影响我们发育，和会长不高...

原来如此..o00icc..

妈的!! 讲一大堆废话...讲来讲去

都是要mention那条"淋"jek...

哈哈!!

经过杰豪的分享过后

我又学会了很多人生道理...

原来在杰豪的人生中是酱多姿多彩的...

杰豪谢谢你的分享..

No blow no life

Doctor Ng<<耶稣老>>

nia ma 今晚Nicholas,honkit,chee hao and kwok yau

一起去oldtown 喝茶...

妈的...炸到

我们出来吹水...

我们吹耶稣和马六甲大炮....

kanasai...

我们吹到整个oldtown的天花板

都是耶稣水和大炮水...

那个杰豪办耶稣复活

干淋好笑的咯...

杰豪说现在不是流行衣服，

不是流行电话...

而是流行信耶稣吹水...

哈哈！！

如何要将耶稣和马六甲大炮发扬光大??

包装咯...

要如何包装??

就是吹水咯...

在我们人身中是不能缺少吹水...

吹少一天都会死...

所以我们要keep 着吹水才能活得痛快...

according to chee hao and Nicholas

no blow no life..

we should be blow..

Happy hour

today I hang out with my brother Kein..

we after class going to pavilion..haha

damned it...still expenses so much

omg

reali no money..my wallet empty..

going to ZARA's shop buy jacket and former wear..

consumpt RM500..

shit 2 weeks spent almost RM1000 T_T

money gone..

starting now save money..

Nicholas

outside of Gucci shop took picture..

at pavilion...me and Kein

simple life

Just finished play bsktball with Marcus

after that we hang out to eat our breakfast...

finish our breakfast...

blow water with Marcus...

then going back home..

cox 12.00pm want to go back college..

simple life...

not bad...

woke up early go exersice...

breath of fresh air..

Busy for my stuffing

yesterday after finished yamcha

with my buddies..

I came back home doing my Business math

and PLT...

damn lar!!

PLT damn hard lar, I spent 1hour more to do

2question..

shit..

cox thursday I want pass up my work adi..

now still on half way ler...

mahai..business math adi so difficult lar,

how come PLT more hard than business math de..ALOMAHA!!

fuck up..

I stop my work until 3am

cox I cant patience it againt...

Have a nice trip 12/6/09

Yerterday me and Marcus

went to midvalley bought clothes...

we are spent of 2hours in time to shop..

fuck midvalley cant gives us satisfy..

o00 no, midvalley is frequent of scarcities

of raw material to us...haiz...

no choice, we are decided went to

pavilion next station bought our

raw material...

but pavilion it's can satisfy us...

cox those raw material in pavilion that is our

consumer demand..

the supply of pavilion increases, the demand of consumer

will increases..that's why me and Marcus

last decision will going there..

both of us are spending RM800++

bought our clothes..

we are only choosen for branded..

just only Pavilion is a right choice to us...

according to me, Midvalley lesses raw materials

the consumer demand will drow it...

therefore it will affeted by consumer behavior..

consumer will lesses and lesses spending there..

that's why no supply, no demand..

therefore, Midvalley is cant satisfied to us...

in the marketing, supplyer targeted in the market is very important

cox there need not have wrong mistake...

and need to targeted and segmentation in the right way...

then it will satisfied of consumer..

but Pavilion is the good targeted and segmentation in the good way..

there are aiming for consumer demand and supply thier goods..

that's why Pavilion how expensive of the goods,

consumer also will going there spending their money...

after yesterday..I really spent lots money..

my money gone RM400++

but doesn't matter..

I very happy wor...

haha..XD

Happening

today I have skipped for my 1 session..

but no worry lar...

the time damn suckxX..

3.15pm until 6pm this is a sucks time table...wtf!!

today I hang out with few of my best frenz...

we are going to sungei wang greenbox sing k...for fun!!

cox my boss "choo wang" he is day off of today...

no choice lor, I go sing k better go for the class ler...

cox, until 6 I have no moody to go...

I have added two subjects...

Business Math is Thursday 3.15pm-6pm,

and PLT is Friday 8.45am-11.30am...

wtf!! this both subject damn fun the time...

speechless!!!

but this I skipped this class only,

nex time I won't do it like a same...

cox the fees is damn expensive..

I don't want waste my parent money..x-x"

after the happening, we were accompany choo wang

go to Giordano bought clothes...

His has spent already RM260++

rich guy...

I have no money...

so addict to buy clothes ler...haha!!

afterward we were going back home almost 6pm..

AKON FREEDON BEACH CONCERT 2009

AKON FREEDOM BEACH CONCERT 2009

Akon I damn most like lar...

my idol arh!!

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11/6/09 晴天

今天我很早起身7.00++

过后我就去洗个澡，收拾好打球要用的东西

然后一个走路到附近的篮球场练球

早早的鬼影一个都没有

我只好一个人打球...

早上打球比起我下午打球的好很多

因为早上的空气新鲜加上

还可以听那些鸟儿在唱鸟歌

真的是蛮不错的咯....

有时早上起来去打球呼吸一下大自然的空气

还蛮清醒和人都会精神很多...爽！！！

打完球过后汗水不停的从身上一滴一滴

的流下来...

大约10.30am也是时候回家了，

太阳公公都起来了把篮球场的一片大地

照得亮亮...晒!!!

回到家放下所有身上的东西，把衣服

脱下，扯起哑铃做2set 200次的上下...爽！

过后休息了15mins，那两支20ml的bottle

装满石头和沙，然后张开双手顶20-30分钟....

做完后是时候去冲凉了....

Fucker taxi driver

who the fuking taxi driver...

bull shit..

I want to fuck your ass..

today I have took taxi back home

the taxi driver have charged me RM6 for the short distances...

Bull shit!!!

I have speechless...

Actually I everyday going back home the fares is only RM3.80++

but the fucker taxi driver how can he do that...

then I ask the detail what's going on...

taxi also din't increase prices...

fuck up the taxi fucker charges me like so hight fares...

afterthat arrived my house I don't paid the bill then I keep arguing with him..

he still want talked cock to me..what the fuck...

I have no choice..then directly using rude fuck up him...

then the taxi fucker not shuang me jor..and neightbour also came out see what happening...

I can't patient people talked to me like this...

how I know that my word came out was so rude...

finally the taxi fucker have let me down..

I paid for the bill only RM4...I still can accepted..

If not I will fuck him like hell...

Better don't play play to me..

FUCKER TAXI DRIVER..

The Gain

Today me and Sally go back for college

add on subject...

actually we want to add on 3 subjects for this semester

but the offices decline our offer..damn it!!

haiz..my class will start on this thursday...

I have no moody right now,

we only get 2 subjects..shit!!

erm, after we applyed the subject me and Sally going to

Pavilion eat lunch...

Night at the museum2

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2

The smaller toys...hehe!!

4 of june I had went to watch movie with honkit...

we are decided to watch Night at The Museum2..

It is a funny and comedy movie...

It is a nice movie....

but we booked the movie timing it is too late...fuck!!

4.30pm movie!!!

actually we have going to timesquares 12pm...

but all the 12pm ticket are sold out...

then we have no choice to watch 12pm movie...shit!!

how I know that...

we have 4 and the half hours...

what we do??

I don't know...

I just know that we almost walked around timesquares 

until bored....

no moody...

fall sleep...

tiring...

after we finished the movie...

we go back home already around 7 something...

Today is a nice day or suck day..???

Tough Enough??

Tough enough?

After last season's embarrasing loss to the celtics,

the lakers are back in the final.

Kobe bryant have a great player.

The jersey of 24 mean stand for victoria.

Only the Kobe bryant star can do it well in the match..

That's a five times lakers come into the final round..

It's unbelievable!! Kobe bryant can motivate Lakers have a strong team.

Holiday wow...

Damn quite holidays...

nothing to do...

wake up 2pm...

after my lunch...watch movie...playing games..

my life comes no meaning...

my mum shouting me go find something to do...

no fuck...no moody do such thing...

sleep until 5pm...

5pm playball time go out happy...yuhuur...

waiting for start new sem....

my holidays have 1 month damn long...

everyday sit in the sofa be a stare blankly....

because I'm so bored....T_T

hey my holiday just start 1 week...

how was the 2-3 weeks coming soon...

what can I do?? don't know lar...

maybe go out makan angin gua..wakaka

everyday go out buy clothes??ham 7 lar..

where got so much money o00??

I'm not rich....

finally, I decide stay at home sleep...no need expense..no cost..save time..

this is a suitable choose....

Fuck up Bitch!!

Hey bastard are you think that 

it is a joke...

please don't be a idiot...

don't do some such thing make me not happy you bastard...

what's going on???

when I open my msn you suddenly sent to me a "mahai"..

hey are you think that is a funny word or joke??

fucker up I alert you please don't called me like this ok...

if not we are no more friendship...

your one word "mahai" will affecting my moody...bull headed!!

FUCK UP "TRACY TAN"

if not kar yee console me, I really fuck you directly...bull shit!!!

some more I don't know what happening you better don't rock me ok....

you think "mahai" this word is a fun or joke then you just directly say againt...

if I not punch you, then I'm not a cock...

FUCK YOU BITCH!!!!!

Bitch...hate bitch...dog shit...

Who I hate the person he or she not understanding the matter...

suddenly fuck people that kind of fucker is I most hated....