Dinner!!! Mr.Nick and Miss.Penny

Today hang out with my baby girl Miss.Penny

went to Star Village having our dinner.

we almost 5.30pm reach Star Village,

and we are the 1st customer..

so weird lor...

but we find the romantic place...

then we enjoy our delicious meal...

I order Mexico Chicken Steak and Penny

order Honey Lamp Chop...

yummy so nice lar our food...

but we ordered 1 drink so disgusting lar...

what the hell..

we see the menu the name look so nice

what the drink called "I do not mind"

I want fuck them larh...

the taste macam milo ais lea...

but never mind lar we order already, they also not allow refundable...

After we finished our delicious meal..

then we go to carrefour..hehe!!

we going there pay our Maxis bill...

walau ae over credit liao..RM497.70!!!!!

WALAU AEE!!!!

After we paid the bill we went to Little tree yumcha..

haha!!!

so enjoy our life...

unfortunately I saw Ah Xian lea...damn!!!haha!!

that cibai talk so much with me...

sei zai bao!!!!

Today very happy larh...

Going Crazy

Is time to think properly my future now, rush to finish it my diploma course and aiming my degree.

I had 2 choices to me continue my degree, 1 is Business Management and International Business but I suggestion to take International Business because I have full interested in this subject. But the critical problem from my daddy, he not allow me to choose this subject because he not agree me to take it. More recently, I had ask my daddy, he wan me choose Business Management but I had not very full interesting in this subject cause nowadays got lots of people are study in this subject, and some more so competitive.

I persistence to take international business this subject, I had full confident to finish this subject. I want achieve what am I aiming right now....I decided to do 1 thing I have confident to do it well until I success my goal. Chosen got a lots~ yup I agree got so many way can go but think properly chosen more we have lost direction we aiming for?? That's why sometime I willing to self motivate myself to do 1 thing have a persist...I don't want so easily heart split up. Hope my daddy will agree me what I choosing right now. Cause I want succeed my ambition.

Troublesome

Starting on tonight I need to concentrate on my exam already.

23 of OCT I had ACCT account test , I still stuck there because still got a lot

theory I not yet memorize it. But the big matter is my final exam coming up on this year

of DEC lea. I so worry about my diploma can't graduate , that's why I prepared it earlier 1 month.

Everything not yet prepare, my assignment just release may be this few week I have no time to play at all. Sometime I so fed up my assignment , cause every assignment must be done by 5000 words how can I do it, but I try my best to do it well. Every time rushing..and..rushing... although lecturer are giving us have a long 1 month time but its not enough us to finish it.

Fucker lecturer think we have 1 assignment to do , they didn't we have 4 or 5 assignment to rush it. All of the assignment are plagiarism mean cannot "Copy and Paste", what the stupid college are follows by England system what calling to turn it in.. Mean everything we done the draft then should be upload in the turn it in. Sometime I feel like to vomit lar, what the system is it, I using my fucking hand write so much, that's all my opinion and idea afterthat I upload in the cibai system over 1 day they can say me copy and paste in some website...That's why not me..erm is whole SEGi student fed up used this software. Cause really gives us many troublesome. Haiz I write until here lar, is time to continue my assignment...Talk so much also get nothing, better finish it faster lar...

哇最近真的是忙碌咯，忙着去逛街，忙着去做工，忙着读书....

我的人生充满了色彩，每天都重复的又重复的做这些事情.

钱多了开销也大了，真的是不懂怎样好....

上个星期三和妈妈还有姐姐到 Pavilion逛街，我只是买了几件衣服和裤子就用了RM500++

幸亏不是我给钱而是姐姐给的....嘻嘻！！！

这几天去了两天Pavilion...我也不懂去哪里搞什么麟...

一直买买买...

单单酱去一次Pavilion都用我不少钱，一个月做工做了千多块多不够我去一次Pavilion的开销...

唉~真的是 ALOMAHA HAR 咯!!!

Today finished my morning class, my mummy

came to college fetch me...

So0 GO0D...Then I accompany my mummy went to

Sunway bought something...

When we arrived there around 12pm then we go find parking....

Afterthat mama say want go Sushi King eat sushi waa...actually I not

feel like to eat sushi king, because damn bored, and no special...

Haiya whatever lar my mama like-kiiii then okay...

I order 1 set meal...yuhuu...RM20+++ so cheap...

then I help mama order 1 set black pepper samon fish....

we eat until want vomit lea..somemore order jor so much food

cant eat finish also...mummy scolded me order so much of food..hehe!!

Is like that, because not I pay the bill...haha!! jkjkjk!!!

After we had finished our lunch then I accompany mummy go bought something...

Damn larh!!! Actually I not like to go Sunway...not suitable for me larh...

My mama called me go for her, I also want decline her de larh..But

my mama fetch me back wor..somemore I makan she pay for the bill....yeahhh...haha!!!

Around 3pm we going back larh...My mama cant patient me again lea...Because I keep

trouble of her, and call her back earlier lea...Fuck off larh sunway cant satisfied me larh...

nothing can buy....If go Pavilion sure can satisfied me larh..Pavilion is the wonderful and fantastics place...If I go there sure buy until mad larh....kidding!!!!

After go back home finished my bath then called my Dear...Miss Penny!!!!

Haiz so miss her larh..so long din't meet together larh...

Now, I waiting for her finish exam then go out pak tuo...

I LOVE YOU MISS. PENNY!!

七月十四的到来

这几天要少出夜街了..

七月十四要即将来领，地府的的大门要打开了...

很多兄弟要出来找替身，所以很多老人家说夜了就不要出酱多夜街因为夜的意思是

代表阴，晚上就是最阴的时间...往往会发生很多意外，意外我们人是很难预料到的...

这几天晚上我都会发觉到我的狗吠的很厉害，再加上很大风感觉很冷，还蛮恐怖的...

最近一大开报纸都是车祸，大多数是在凌晨的那段时间...

虽然是没有科学的根据，但是不到我们不相信事情发生在我们眼前..

凡是出门要小心，注意一下..

我们人最怕是倒霉..一倒霉起来什么事情都会发生

前天和杰豪还有汉杰去喝茶，杰豪自己都担心...

过后他拨了一通电话给伟浩叫他来自前千万不要驾的太快...

那天和朋友在云顶下山的时候我们的车差一点翻车,也许是刚下完雨...

但是我过后问我的朋友我朋友告诉我刚才好想有人抬起我们的车，

当时的我有点害怕，我们自己都怕因为他上贯云顶的人他是不会怕的

加上他的技术是没问题的，他突然告诉我这种事情我还蛮有点担心的...

无论如何还是要小心啦...

以免冒着生命的危险...

Is time to think about future...

Is time to think properly lar...

today went back to college, pay my exam fees of Sept

and changed my time table..

Today me and Alvin arrived to college early morning

waiting for Felicia and Desmund them...

I arrived to college 8.15am..damn early lar..

Then, me and Alvin go to mamak yumcha dulu...

Around 9am I go to counter paid my fees...

Only few subjects jek RM380...expensive lar...

After I paid my exam fee Felicia and Desmund meet me at mamak stall again...

WTF!!! Find some special okayy??? Fucker buddies...

No choice lar...mamak is the suitable place for us...summore they can public smoke...

Whatever lar....

Today we talked about what degree we major in??

I had already choose, I might choose International Business...

Because I had more interested in this course...

Is time to think my future...

Aiming my goal now...

I can definitely know what I want...

I have know my task...

Even though the journey still far apart, but every step from now was appraching it...

It will come a day...

唉~又过一天啦

无聊的我就会开开我的Facebook玩玩下那些无聊和白痴的游戏

日子过得好闷

每天在想些白痴的东西，想找些节目但是却没有这样的心情...

有时想找个人谈谈心事，但是却没有一个人可以谈的来

算了吧，还是不要说吧..放回心理自己懂就好..

还是一天的过一天吧...

这几天真的没有什么心情去update 我的部咯格...

还是去睡觉吧...真的很没有心情..

Tomorrow gonna go back college get my next semester time table and add somemore subject.

May be I will change my time table on next week start for my 1st class. I don't want waste my time anymore, I want faster finish my diploma. This semester I got a bit scare larh because I still got 5 ACCT papers haven't take ler...I hate study lar, so much stress lerh...When I haven't go to college all my friends, parent, and my teacher say college life so good,so flexible,no stress...but this is wrong..I'm don't think so..Who say college life is good??? Fuck up lar!!! College life so much stress, I hate it so much larh...College student always will worry about CGPA and result, fuck up lar...Study so hard also don't know what for...RESULT?? CGPA??

Is it CGPA and RESULT is so important...Yes it is....

Haiz no choice lar....Study so hard only for result and cgpa....

I really don't understand lar....Who can tell me???

Yeah finally I update my blog already.....

I got so long time din't updated my blog already,because last 2 week busy for my Final Exam...

Recently busy for prepare my own thing, I still got lots of thing not yet done....

Shopping, Yumcha,Playball, Clubbing, Watch movie etc....

Haiz so upset I had no money recently, this month I over expenses larh....I also don't know why will expense so much of money.....My God!!!!

That day vomit rm1000 took for my car license....T_T!!! really no money larh....FUCK!!

Next week tuesday I intend to take my undang larh....Because I really need car larh...

Summore I waiting for 1 job request lar...

I want stop buying luxury goods alreay....No more "Clothes"...byebye!!!! Always buy branded where got money...

Summore Penny not allow me buy expense things....T_T

No choice lar...

Don't think so much already...How difficult I also will persist...Because I LOVE YOU.....

Exam

This few days I had not enought sleep..coz busy for my exam...

My business behavior maybe so suckx lar...8questions I only did for 7questions..

Becoz time got limit, when I want started my last question the time only left out 20minutes...

Then no choice, I keep rushed it and did the half way...

But so disappointed lar...4hours really not enought for me, I need more and more time to complete it.

No matter how difficult I also will completed it and I won't give up de...

Coz "Someone" is support me...I have confident now...hehe

勇气

有时想开口对你说声"———"

但是我却没有这种勇气...

我现在开始懂得一个人多么有男子气慨，他们都无法说出"———"

也许是怕？但是，我好想每一分每一秒都告诉你...

我还想亲自的告诉你，我是那么的在乎你...

我不敢想后果...算吧

也许处女座的缺点是个贪生怕死，和不敢表达心目中的心声....

我不敢多想，不敢多问...

只好等待...等待...

对不起

我不是故意的

也许是我心情不好乱发脾气...

我不是有心的，请你原谅吧!!!

我在此向你说1000次对不起...

对不起

Revision Day's

Today went to Pavilion Coffee Bean wif Kitz

2 of us go there revision

the Coffee Bean environment so nice and peace

we can concerntrate to study

2 of us are facing for exam

I still left 3-4days oni...

kitz still left 3weeks more bt

he so hardwork lar, so early prepared..

Alan vs Mocha blended

Nick vs Mocha Blended

sms wif babe joey...

this 2 people so serious and hardwork..

this 2 fellows honkit and Nick so sleepy...

也许这是我最后一次...

我的心有种很不甘愿的感觉....

今晚我真的是很累，很想睡但是有种感觉....

不懂怎样讲..算吧！

我很想把握，但是不是每次都酱顺利的...

只好去争取...

Pavilion dinner with family

Wanna start to eat my food

but took photo sin...

Quite expensive..u see this menu!!

The 1st meal..bread!!!

I don't noe apa tu??

but look nice and very delicious ler..

hehe!!!

Crab soup..inside gt 鱼翅..abit jek..

Salad..my favourite food

fourth meal "beeff"

Dessert look so nice and delicious...

The condition so nice lea..

My jie jie...

My mummy so happy coz so long dint took photo with me liao...

me wif my lovely mummy

Today so HapPy larh...

Finished our dinner..

Go shopping with mum and jie jie..

I bought ady 2clothes ler..Espirits...

haha!!!

Today eat de..buy de...

all nonid I pay..

Thx q mum...muackssssss

I LOVE YOU...

what the hell exam department did!!!!

Today woke up early morning, because want to go bek college...

Ystd took the exam docket got abit mistake and summore the exam department filled in the wrong subject to me...Kei shui lar...I asked for the officer, the officer say I have filled in the wrong subjects in the application form...FCUK lar...I can 100% confirm that is your department make a mistake lor.so funny lar,last minute give me this such thing to trouble...&&@#$%*%$#

I wait for the department until 12pm++ there still nt yet infrom me..bull shit lar..so fed up!!

Then I dont wait ady, direct go for library 6B open 1 class room study dulu...Actually I want go eat for my lunch because of this bull shit thing make me no moody liao...

Today I had finished 2 pass year question..Yeah...Yeah..exam can get distinction liao..hehehe!!!

Study until 6pm, I cant tahan lagi jor...feel so sleepy and hungry...coz got sum1 dun cook for me...hahaha!!!!

一个叫人寂寞的夜晚

今天晚上一个人独自的呆在家里

家里却一个影子都没有

只留下那片寂寞和冷冷的影子

打开手提电脑，上上网和朋友聊聊天

肚子超级饿得，想找找东西吃但是却没有那种胃口

还是算了吧

一个寂寞的星期六没有人约，呆在家里无所事事的...

和朋友聊完天，我便一个人走到后院的羽球场坐在一张石凳上

吹吹风，静静的，冷冷的，听听花草声....

整个人还蛮舒服，和没有一点的压力...

一个独自和寂寞的夜晚

我和朋友一边传简讯，一边看着朋友回我的简讯傻笑...

好无聊噢

Gather with my primary friends

Today me, xin pin, and yook heem went out to dinner...

Xin pin 6.30pm reached my house and pick me up...

Then we terus go station sri petaling fetch yook heem...

Waa yook heem very rich jor lar, she all wearing branded de...and 1 chanel wallet...damn rich lar...

she show me her phone.. Wasai!!!!! HTC TOUCH HD..wtf!!! RM3000 ler...

xin pin also not bad, she drive her Ben-z fetch her....haha!!! so comfort lor...

Actually I feel like so pai seh ler, want xin pin fetch me..haha!!!

Afterthat we are going to Serdang makan steamboat and seafood....

But I so like the condition lar...so nice ler, less people, and comfort...

Waa so delicious ler...yamii yamii yamii.....

After we finish our dinner...we keng gai...joking arh...talk cock arh...Happy larh...

Around 9pm something....this 2 fellows suddenly ordered 7 big bottles Tiger beer....then I lagi more high and happy lar....wakakaka!!!!

we drink until around 12am something sin finish ler...I cannot tahan liao..I drink 3bottles ler..This time totally drunk lor...On that time I already feel blur blur liao de lar...

We are so enjoy ler...

Almost 1am jor lor...we cannot tahan already then 卖单....the bill is RM386.70...wtf!!!!! so expensive ler...T_T my wallet 干炸 ady lor...

TODAY I REALLY FEEL LIKE SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY......muahahahaha!!!!

今天风平浪静的...睡到整个猪酱咯

突然间，汉杰那个家伙打给我问我要不要去 starbuck喝茶喔...

我睡到blur blur ler...那时我还以为是10点钟，但是看看电话的时钟已经是下午要一点了....

炸到深深咯，无聊过头...去 starbuck 喝茶喔...我才没有你们酱有钱咯...

没有办法叻... 昨晚温习到5点才睡咯，但是还蛮高兴得有你的陪伴着，我读书的时间不觉得寂寞...

今早起来头又疼...WASAI！！！

吃了午餐后便温习一下...打算4点回去college 拿exam docket 的....FCUK 啦 到了masjid jamek steven才告诉我 college 的department关了....当场傻了，刚好看到汉杰在等我....

妖妖........早知道不要来啦!!! 过后便和汉杰到我的college旁边的 mamak stall 喝茶....KANASAI LAH!!

肚懒到.....浪费那几块钱来college喝茶哇....平时department是开到6点的，今天突然猪仔要sembayang...所以早关吧...

喝到大约5点多我们回家了.....

无聊的一天....

29/7/09

Nick and Kay

Hon kitz and Kay

Yesterday hang out with my dearly frineds went to sing k....

Kay and honkit...I have so long time dint meet Kay go sing k together..

sing k with this 2 fellows arh really so funny lar...haha!!!

They like to play joke and talk cock...haha!!

I sing until my throat no voice already...

May be sing k can released my stress and all my trouble...

Yeah finally I had finished it my organisation behavior...

I try to write it out all the information...at the end I had wrote 3000words...

This few days I just practise my OB, and revise all the pass year question...

Now I still left out 2 subjects need to prepare, Internation Law and MS...

Tommorow I will start to prepare and study hard hard hard...

I will try to make it understand and find some reference book to get more informations...

Slogan: I won't leave it out, until I success at the end....

All right...I have make a decision..how far the road, how difficult...I also won't leave out...

I will do it well..may be I have lack of confident...but now my mind is open already...

this semester I really feel all the subjects so difficult to me...my final exam near soon, I have worry about that.. sometime I study until so late who will care about me?? I really wan give up..

I had lost my confident lehh...I so fed up, oways see my table is all of my text books and notes...I really want burn all my notes and text books...shit

I really worry about this semester lar...help me..because I want all my CGPA 3.0++...all my classmates are crazy de.. they average every semester CGPA so high..because they all are come from high school de...result is surely good than me lor...Hope this semester I can do it very well...

GOD BLESS ME!!!

回忆

好想回到中学的那段日子叻...中学的生活真的很爽咯..不用做功课，没有压力

那么的自由自在呀 ... 一转眼我已经19岁了，离开了母校都有一段很长的日子了...

2年的日子过得真的好快哦...人都慢慢成熟了好多... 中学的日子还蛮幼子的..进黑色会学人家做大老

回想起中学的日子还蛮傻，蛮笨的..经过一次的教训后我开始怕了..幸亏我爸爸帮我拉回出来要不然的话我现在已经是另外一个凯贤了.. 我还要蛮感谢我的爸爸啊.. 中学的时期还蛮出名的，去过警察局就是因为打架.... 回想起那时我还蛮坏的.. 但是人却慢慢的长大，大架并不能养我吃一辈子...

日子都过去了，我不想再走回这条路了...

我最后悔的是参到一班很要好的朋友，就是这样我就学会了吸烟..妈的！！ 在我form5 的时候就会吸烟了，我有尝试过戒烟一个月...可以喔！！ 但是朋友们的引诱到最后我还是吸回... walao！！

很多人说吸烟危害健康，我都知道咯.. 但是那种瘾... 汉杰你明白的hor

唉~就是贪玩和好奇所以才会去学...

现在19岁了，相通很多事情了，没有学历怎样在这个社会立足啊... 所以到后来还是读书好，读好书来找工也容易...也许没有学历也可以找到一份工但是，一个月才RM1000是不过的..一个人有了家庭RM1000是不够的... 我的人很自私，看钱很计较... 我现在是要读好书来快点找份工来做，因为我不想我父母亲负担酱大... 我两个姐姐已经用了很多钱了，她们两个读的大学还贵我... 有时我还蛮想讲我的姐姐的... 她们都没有想过爸爸妈妈的感受，只会花钱...

我够想用我爸妈的钱啦，但是我不要用...一个男人要跟父母拿钱是很不好...也许我会得罪一些人但是你们自己想啦...我自从上了form1就开始没跟家人拿钱了，所有的钱都是我自己去赚回来，我不是说我伟大而是我自己靠我的双手赚会来的钱，那种感觉是蛮不同的....

我还是写道这里吧... 发泄够了...

我的感想

现在是凌晨三点钟，刚刚才做完我的练习...

人好累好像睡，但是还是先上上网吧..

玩玩下facebook的那些白痴游戏

我要我的脑袋轻松下..

今天不懂干吗天气好冷噢，又没有下雨..

泡了一杯热呼呼的milo拿到我家外面的庭院里喝..

那种感觉好爽噢，好享受噢..

坐在庭院里喝着一杯热乎乎的milo，手上再拿起一本Galaxy的杂志来看，

和手指却拿着一根..

爽啦..

一边喝..一边看...一边吸..

过程中多么的爽啊...

整个人都轻松下来..好舒服噢..

坐在石凳里，慢慢的享受，眼睛一直看着天空一块块的大云却想了好多好多的事情...

但是今天天空没有星星！！

好想到一个无人的小岛叻，希望能在一个无人的小岛建立我自己的皇国..那多么好!!

不用受到任何的压力

这种生活那么多姿多彩呀..

希望总有一天我能实现吧

如果有个陪伴就会跟浪漫..哈哈

那个人100% 不是汉杰啦..他根本没有这个机会..haha！！

希望我的愿望能在我21岁那年生日可以实现

妈的..好累

今天做完工赶回家后，又要去教补习.

我今天好累叻...

昨晚温习到凌晨4点多

早上7点多赶去做工

真的是好累噢

今天整天在做工的时候都很无精打采

幸亏今天人不是很多

超闷的..

看看报纸，然后再加上一杯Kopi ice..

爽啊!!

人都精神啊...

没有人来，时间是过的非常慢啊..

只有跑到厕所去做些可以让我提神的事情，和做一些人生大事...

闷倒我一直和朋友传简讯，和做弄我的朋友..嘻嘻！！

闷..闷..闷..

Finally I had fnish my study

Today damn tired

study until 4 in the morning

I go internet searching information and

reading references book

finally I had finish my Organisation Behavior exercise

next 2 weeks my final exam lor...

really so tired lar..

Is time to sleep lar..

NitezzZzZzZ

没有心情温习，很烦啊..

我也不懂烦些什么，感觉怪怪的...

一个烦字影响我读书的情绪，有时还蛮肚懒的...

每天呆在家，真的很没有那种 mood 去读书,所以我宁愿去Pavilion 的coffeebean

一个人静静的温习...压力好大...

刚刚和汉杰喝完茶，回到家又给妈妈骂...我也懒得理她啊，一天到晚都吵我...

拜托啦!!!!

这个星期五很想去 clubbing轻松一下...

脑袋有1000个烦字在烦着我叻...

好想放弃...放弃...放弃..

有钱又烦，没有钱又烦

开始慢慢感觉到我的人生真的很毫无意义..

真的很想到一个无人的小岛去吹吹风和看看天空的星星..

汉杰你会陪我的 hor!!!

MU vs. Malaysia 20th JULY 2009

Fuyoh this is the 1st time I'm watch the football match

standing with ten-hundred thousand people...

Yesterday go with Honkit

Damn excited and happy...

The stadium are lots of peoples...

It's really fanatically...

I cant imagine the stadium Bukit Jalil all is MU football fans

included of me and honkit lar...

wakakak!!!!

Fark up lar!! we cant sit laa, all the seats are fully...

#$%^&*(@#%$%<>Deng!!

but finally we are found the nice and good condition place...

we can see very clearly...

Finally we watched until the match "san ban"

afterthat we go mamak yamcha makan supper..so hungry laa..

At the end, I had no regret go watch MU vs. Malaysia..

it's really very nice....