累得日子谁知道？？

我真的支持不住了...

感觉好累..好累..好累...

外表看来我很坚强，其实我内心是个很脆弱的...

我很多东西不说出来是因为不想爸妈的担心....

很想放弃但是感觉会很半途而废...

很想掉眼泪,但是却没有这个胆...

朋友之间都说我很有钱，但是我可以告诉你们我不是你们想象中的酱有钱....

我一个人从form 1 做点心做到现在 19岁了...现在还要教补习...是因为我不想爸妈负担太重...

幸亏我的老板还对我蛮好的...

我要什么有什么....连今年的新年年初一我老板还带我去吃晚餐，买新衣给我..

到现在我才感受到赚钱的辛苦，要不然不是我帮他做了8年，他会对我酱好...

有很多东西在我内心很想讲出来，但是我却讲不出...

那种感受是多么辛苦...

mahai 有些人身在福中不知福，每天跟爸妈拿钱..那种人我是最肚7懒他的....

haiz...我很找个 sohai 来发泄一下...

算了吧，吞掉那口气吧...

Pavilion againt...

Yesterday went out with Marcus..

damn it!!! I'm still expenses so much money..

swt lor!!! I really can't control myself..

When I looke at the new clothes or pants I sure lose control...

no choices...who called me like branded...Fuck up!!!!

yesterday spending jor RM180++ in clothing...

After that me and Marcus going to Coffee Beam having our high tea...

I order that Double Chocolate Cream...damn nice...

but nice than Starbucks...Starbucks one cup of drink quite expensive RM11++ only small size...diu!!

both of us are showing off our laptop..

I bring along my SONY VAIO FW series RM6900, Marcus bring out his Toshiba RM3200++

fuyoh that people beside of table they are kena shock...

they looking to us awhile..

wakaka....

God!! Help me too

I try make it works, but it's still is the worst...

why???

I think I'm going crazy...

try so many time do it well..hey it is I so crazy...

you may be give me 1 reason?? what's wrong with me...

what the happen?? what the matter??

tell me..please..may be is my fault...

sometime I so mad, because I have no point....

I have no moody...actually you think Im happy in the college,

but Im not..I feel strange, alone....

God give me one 1 right way of direction..let's me go...let's me choose..

the road not taken also have two road choosen...why I can't found my another way...

now the days gone, I standing in the dark night...

no choice..

try my best to find another way...that way I find must is suitable for me..

dreams is can't make it true...only hope and wish...

when people looked at this acticle sure dont know what I wrote...

but the days you stand in my side you can feel emotion...

Bangsar, Miss Club

tonite I have consider to go bangsar

Mizz Club..

today got ladies night

dint go before

go there have fun...

hang out with my college friends...

I want to go...

but my wallet is lack off credit...

T_T

I so long din't go for club with my buddies..

shit..

ths fucking Calvin called me go 4wat jek...

addicted me...

Ladies night..Ladies night..Ladies night..

all my coursemates have to go there..

tmr our class was cancelled...that's why we intended

to go for Mizz club..

I want Jonnie Walker of black label...

so miss the taste..

Considering...thinking...depending...

Bored trip

最近汉杰都给我和Marcus

不断的在他耳边讲名牌..haha!!

其实汉杰很想我们一起去买的，

只不过家里负担太大...唉~~~

星期一汉杰 sms 给我？？

diu 我还以为他要请我吃东西...

原来不是hor！！

他要我陪他去买衣服喔，

我问他要去ts 还是 pavilion..

他说 pavilion..."他一向来都喜欢ts的衣服的

因为ts 卖的衣服很便宜'....

还是要全张 RM25的....

过后我便等这条水等了 1hour...

after 1 hour.....

我们便到pavilion去...肚懒!!

然后我就带他到 pull and bear 买衣服...

买了大概RM200++

有钱仔...

我的身上只有RM50++

唉~~

卖完了坐lrt 回家...

路途中...看到金鱼姐姐

哈哈哈哈！

想起金鱼姐姐

我就想起跟阿贤去吊金鱼的那段日子...

哈哈...

期待

yeah 超高兴得我上个sem 的 coursework marks 出了....

昨天在学校的布告板看了成绩人都吓了一跳....

我的 Law 44/50 ， Business Statistics 26/30 , Infor. system 28/30 ,

Fundamental management 25/30 ....

下个星期 考试成绩要出了....

好紧张，好期待，等待....

希望观音妈会保佑我....

最多初一和十五我都吃素....

Tracy Birthday

Tracy birthday

Thanks God

I had heard someone say

that fellow was under arrest by police..

it's true??"response on the phone"

it is a true..never lies..

wtf!! GOD you really are the kind-hearted

coz I'm really waiting for this times so long..

thanks god!!

the response spoken out of you,

it's can't believe that..

becoz you hurt so many of victims..

your lies, your cheated..

make so many people boycott you , and included

best friends..

today your girl friends contact me and ah mun..

she said you are cheated her RM5000++..

actually your girl friend don't believe it

becoz ah mun she saw the virtual you are arrested

by police..

I hope you can 放下八冷刀，立地成佛吧!!!

Memories of basketball

Nicholas challenge dolin...Blek....

BELIEVE GOD

BELIEVE GOD, GOD WILL BE THERE.

JESUS SURVIVAL 2009

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